Shadows in a Good Season
I’m in a good season right now.
Like a really good one.
I’m going into my first real job. I’m
finally doing something where I feel like I can have a tangible difference that
caters to my specific skills and abilities. I’ve made great community here. I
feel like I’m right where God wants me to be. Made amazing friends and more!
It’s just good.
I have a hard time being content. I’m
constantly (frustratingly) thinking that there is something I can be working
on. Something I can be doing or fixing. I sometimes don’t leave well enough
alone. But for whatever reason in this season I wasn’t like that. It was more
like I thought everything was going so well that I didn’t want to move too far
to the left and mess everything up. So I stayed still. Or rather have been
staying still.
Only lately had I been thinking about
what could be wrong with this. I had been driving forward so hard on my
professional and personal development that something had been left out of the
equation...
Something important...
Something I couldn’t put my finger
on...
That something was God.
I had felt that with everything going
so well I didn’t need to try to get better or grow in any areas. Everything is
good! If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it? Right? Ehh...
I had confused contentment and fortune
with complacency.
I had gotten so caught up in the gifts
I had received that I didn’t take time to thank the Giver.
I became so enamored with the things
that God had given me that I forgot about He who gave them.
I fell into a trap. The trap of a good
season. The trap of not recognizing where good fortune comes from. Where good
seasons come from.
In this too, I was protective of my
season. I guarded it. I was willing to defend it at all costs. Even if that
meant defending it from God himself.
After a solid talk with God on the
lake today I remembered my place in the world.
He gives and takes away. But above
all, He has a plan.
Just because things are going well
doesn’t mean I can’t strive for more. Strive for spiritual growth and to keep
being better and better. To keep running towards being the man God has called
me to be. Good seasons aren’t time to sit still and drink tea and sigh a happy
sigh.
You can still learn a great deal in a
good season. You can still grow and be stretched. You may just do it with a
smile on your face this time around.
My good season isn’t ending, I want to
make that clear. I’m still doing incredibly well. And will as long as my Father
wants me to.
But trusting God with any and all
possibilities is key to enjoying a good season well. Enjoying what He has given
you, and understanding when it ends. Knowing that His plan goes beyond you and
how you think it should go. That the ending of a good season will eventually
yield to a better one. A much better one.
Don’t let yourself live in the shadows
of a good season. Protecting it like your life depended on it.
Give God the freedom to do with you
what He will. Placing your life and the things of your life in His hands makes
your life easier in some ways. Takes a bit of the thinking out of it. And for
someone who thinks too much like me, that’s a blessing.
Stepping back into the light,
Seth
I am fundraising for this shiny new season! I am looking for people interested in partnering with me financially through monthly giving. Please prayerfully consider partnering with me. If you're interested send me an email at sethtpowell13@gmail.com. Or just donate one of two ways: https://www.adventures.org/give/donate.asp?giveto=worldrace&desc=Seth%20Powell or by sending a check made out to "Adventures in Missions" to:
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I am excited to drive forward into this job and do what I can for the Kingdom. I'd love for you come alongside me and help me with it! Thank you and hope to hear from you!
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